Thursday, July 26, 2012

whoa, this is really gonna happen

i'd nearly forgotten about this blogy-blog! and then i remembered. so never fear. i looked back over some older posts and thought, "hey, i was supposed to have a theatre by now!" oh, silly 26 year old me. the years have made we wiser however i still haven't DONE anything. let's change that. it's time to just pick a damn show and do it. throw the money into the wind and know that what you do will be pretty good. if not damn good.

the thing that sucks is the fear. i hate the fear. loathe it, really. it's the excuse that i keep gripping onto. i need to let that go and start creating. and now.

i met with my friend Samantha the other day and we had a wine soaked blast listening to musicals. tuesdays are now theatre days. from here forward. this should be good :)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

has it really been almost a year?

apparently, it has!

work is wearing on me. it makes it hard to be motivated. i have also recently been questioning my abilities. i have my own little vampires. it's such a huge undertaking and i fear i have such little experience. but then i think about work again. and i read the few posts i've completed on this slow starting journey and somewhere along the way i realize that i have to do this. i need more art in my life.